Sunday, March 9, 2008

Globs and Globs of gloppy stuff

Hmpf....

Good news tied into bad news. Seems to be the way things are sometimes huh? I made follicles. 6 of them actually. They were beeeeeuuuutiful. But alas, not to be. Because my crazy ass ute is glopped up with extra tissue that grew in the past week. Making it necessary to CANCEL our cycle.

CANCELLED!!!!

Crap.

So now, we are back to square one. Or rather square two if you want to be optomistic about it. Wait a minute. I can vascilate between one or the other.....But, for now, let's wear that wear the hat of the optomistic IVF patient.....OK...LET'S!!!!

They new more now that they did before. They know I make good eggs. They know I am very responsive to the meds which is why I made this excess tissue growing up from my uterus. They know that I am capable of handling lots of stress, needles, hen-aches, cramps, bloating and NOW DISAPPOINTMENT....

But, more that that (*see I am trying so hard to be optimistic)...They knew what to try next. MEDICINE IS A PRACTICE MEDICINE IS A PRATICE...I keep telling myself that because even I know doctor's are as clueless as I am about this sometime. My mom keeps telling me "you can't fool mother nature"....She is right.

So. When I settle down a wee bit..I will post what it is they (meaning the doctor) and I am going to do next!

CLUCK....

the hen


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