Monday, July 14, 2008

What consumes me at the moment...Money problems

IVF wasted us financially. I lost 2 jobs over it. Spent 3 months in an outpatient mental health program. And now am unemployed. I was under employed at the last job I held and missed so much work w/o ANY pay. We are so behind on bills it is scary. I hate it. And still no baby.

I don't see any end to this problematic existance. I am so numb. Honestly. I feel numb. A little bit of stress now and again but even driving in the car today to put my unemployment money in the bank, I felt it. Numb. In a haze. Like life is passing me by.

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