When I was a kid....

Ok...I get it now...the reverb of "when I was a kid.................Blank" is finally coming clear to me.

To recap....all last week, in my drug induced stupor, I kept repeating the phrase, without any encouragement, "When I Was a kid......" THe idea being that I Would complete the sentence and have a conversation at least with my self about...well, myself.

So here we go....My list of completion of "When I was a kid......................


When I Was a kid I wanted to be a veterinarian. I wanted to take care of animals of all kinds. But, then this butt head of an algebra teacher, no it was geometry, talked me out of this goal..WHen I was a kid I was very impressionable and I wanted to be noticed for good not bad. And this jack hole decided it would be fun to put the ppl w/ the lowest grades on any given day in the front row and sit the rest of the class according to grades...I was always in the last seat. I never took math again. NO vet school for me.

When I Was a kid my parents stepped out with the boat drifting along. No one was steering the boat when I was a kid. Sure, we had food, we had a house etc. But, no one was paying attention. Not to me at least, perhaps to my sister's friends but not me.

When I was a kid, I got stood up for prom. Yes. I had the cutest dress and really really liked my date. I think was his name...nope can't remember it. He told me the only reason I was dating him was so I would have a date for the prom. I wasn't the hottest girl in school, but I didn't appreciate that much at all. Remember, when I Was a kid I Was very impressionable. I was wounded for life after that.

When I was a kid, felt invisible. Not only to myself but to others. Too deep to go into here.

When I Was a kid, I didn't drink, didn't smoke, didn't have sex, hell, I didn't even kiss a boy until I was almost graduated from HS.

When I was a kid, I thought I was fat. HA!

So, there we go, there is some thoughts for you there.....and for me there.

CLuck....